I am having a really hard time dealing with Michael Jackson’s death. I can’t explain it. I’ve had a marathon of his tunes today and some of the songs bring me to tears when I hear them. And then I’ll read a new press release from someone he knows and the tears start streaming again. Liz Taylor’s statement made me sob and I thought I was going to die after I read Lisa Marie’s.
Then The Game, Diddy, Usher, Chris Brown and some rapper dudes I don’t know did a tribute song (already?!) and that made me cry.
Damn. I loved the man so much. SO FUCKING MUCH.
Music truly is my life.
I’m crying during ‘Beat It’ right now. I’m so emotional. GAH! I’ve got a major case of the sads. 
RIP MJ. I LOVE YOU.
